Saturday, March 27, 2010

Big Black Cloud

Know those days when the weight of the world sits square on your shoulders and you trudge in earth up to your knees ? Being a witch ain't easy. We consciously make the choice to feel, connect, experience, live life fully in this flesh bag, to live simple and honest, to flow with the constant change, to be aware .... and yet we must survive in the mundane world of family, money, material possessions, all the complicated human energies with their own mythologies and personal filters.
I've been having disturbing, active dreams for three nights straight. I understand it is me doing "growth" work. But Damn I'm tired, melancholy, disappointed,sluggish and just feel like there is a big black cloud hanging over me that won't let through the light of this day. I'll be fine ... just acknowledging my process so I can work through it and move on. Being a witch ain't easy.

2 comments:

SpiritPhoenix said...

I know what you mean. It's sort of a mixed blessing. You're growing, but it's a pain in the ass at the same time.

inannasstar said...

I know exactly how you feel.

I found your blog from another page and was intrigued by the title since I'm a Witch and not Wiccan either.

When I have recurring dreams, I talk it out with my bfff and try and figure out the symbolism. 100 percent of the time, if I/we can figure it out, I learn the lesson and it goes away.

Best Witches, I mean wishes... : )